So there is a theory that my fiance and myself are trying to determine. He seems to think that when we have sex, my mood drops afterwards. I think he’s full of crap, yet on the other hand it kind of makes sense.
Yesterday I was in a great mood, we had sex, for the first time in over a month and now today I have a migraine started and I’m just not sure where my mood is sitting. I was playing my Xbox games and then lost interest (odd for me), yes I’m doing laundry, but that’s only because it needs to be done and I’m apparently the only one in the house with the ability do to it. You know laundry is hard and all…
I’m sitting here trying to figure where my mood is at, and I’m coming up blank. I feel like I’m on the verge of tears and I don’t know why. I’m exhausted, which makes no sense because I actually slept last night, until I got shoved over at 9. Apparently I like to take up the whole bed.
I don’t know what I feel like doing, I would love to go take pictures, but where. If I do too much walking my knee acts up and I don’t really feel like leaving the house. I just want to curl up into a ball. On a good note though, my daughter just got home and seems to be in a better mood.
It’s frustrating to have a feeling that you can’t place, or a reason behind feeling that way. So my fiance is going to wake up, sense that something is off with me and I’m once again going to have to tell him “I don’t know why I’m feeling this way” Hell I don’t even know how I feel. Never mind why.