Like waves crashing over me, trying to drown me. I can feel my mood slipping, the exhaustion that just makes me want to curl into a ball. The inability to focus on anything, the desire to not do anything, even though dinner has to be made. At least the laundry is put away.
I want to just walk away from everything and everyone. From all responsibilities, from money issues, from life.
I need to pull myself out of this. I just went through this how long ago? I never go down this fast so close together.