I’m sitting here playing on the Xbox knowing that there are things that need to be done. Fiance sleeping, daughter in her room playing on her phone. Yet I can’t get motivated. The things that I like to do and want to do, are just to hard to get started today.
Normally when I have my music on is where I find the motivation, however today I can’t even get out of my pjs. WTF. I’m all of the sudden exhausted. I hate how you wake up in a good mood, and while nothing is really happening, your mood just changes.
I just want to go back to bed, and that’s bad. For some reason it just feels like no matter how much I sleep I don’t get enough. Which is ironic since when I don’t take my sleeping meds and I’m up for 3 days I have more energy. Perhaps my body just doesn’t like getting sleep?
This is the last song that I heard, and I love it. Though if you heard my playlist you would be so confused considering the wide range of genres I have on it lol.